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Thursday, 15 May 2008
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I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!
Sunday, 19 March 2006
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I'm happy, and my other entries are overly dramatic
but you live you learn and you move on verdad
Sunday, 11 September 2005
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Hey everybody
everything is going well. I can't complain about the things God is doing. Today was one of those days where my procrastination got the better of me. Yeah i read metamorphosis all today in like two hours if that...and then did more homework, until i went partially brain dead. I was revived by a huge sugar overdose thanks to butterfinger cake at Apple Annies and a lovely( suspenseful but good) movie . I decided i really like these colors together. Its been one of those days. Not only is my brain hurting but my heart is confused. I almost feel like im making a cycle, which isnt good. O well my brain still is not properly working..maybe sleep will help?....love you always and forever
NAtti
Tuesday, 30 August 2005
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I need to shout~ but im sworn to keep my mouth shut. What do you do when it begins to hurt to keep it all inside? I pray so hard...and am stuck...should i say it..or shut up...risk it or not...This war isnt worth it. But they lay so heavy on my heart, i just miss them...cherish them...dispite not cherishing me. I cant explain it, they are still with me~ am i supposed to let Go...am I supposed to leave them be
Wednesday, 24 August 2005
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Can't help but think im partially to blame...sounds terrible huh?~ in all my efforts to fix it...i never knew id create such a problem...which is almost funny considering all my efforts to try and make it better. I have tried. I have failed. but its ok, it means i was meant to fail, and it was meant to fall apart. You see with all these words and rumors , the heart is the only thing that matters. Obviously, some things just arent quite comfortable in their own skin or else they are too comfortable and that is all they care about. Call me crazy but I can't be blinded by myself, I can't ignore the worry and the fear i feel for some. I also can't disregard someones feeligs i know what makes them happy but i know what could make them happier...Is being carefree= to careless?
My problem is I care to much for those who care to little, for themselves and for others. What if I was to tell you I give up...completely..on them...on anything?...those of you who know me would know i was lying...you know it is not with in me to quit on people...i'll always be a friend..or try. the question is...Why do those quit on me? O well, I care and pray for the best for all and any. Life goes on either way...and if you don't live it joyfully then you might as well be dead. Whats the point of living without an expectation or goal? Dont ya want to feel the unexplainable joy of success? O well...I love ya...im sory...and itll all work out to his will
love
natti
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